Sleepless Nights

Sleepless Nights  Too many thoughts Scatter my brains. Watch TV bored Nobody to talk with Except my dog But he’s sleeping  See therapist on The morrow today Sleepless nights Anxious nights Meds don’t help Maybe a nap After appointment  Sleepless nights  Last forever more Sleepless nights Maybe one day  I’ll give them away Sleepless nights  […]

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Covenant With God

Covenant With God  God always loves us  Despite our shortcomings  because that’s who He is. – Covenant with my God Began at belief time and Will continue thru end time. – How can God love me? My sins engulf daily. Yet He is faithful to me. – As I stop throughout my day, I feel […]

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Not Enough

Not Enough Someone mad me feel sad today. I felt inadequate, not good enough. Mind you, I knew I was ok in head. But for awhile I doubted myself. Will it always be this way for me? Will I ever just feel “normal?” I’m so confused now,confused. And then the feelings where I  Want to […]

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I Need Your Help

I Need Your Help I’m in trouble, Lord. I have decisions due. I can’t find answers. Each day is closer.  Thoughts unsure. Anxiety consumes. I’m exhausted, Lord. I seek You daily. I pray to You nightly. Still I can’t hear You. I’ve made To Do Lists. Nothing helps me. I know You see me. You […]

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Crumbling Down

Wake up in morn To find crumbling Heart and soul Sadness’s effect Look roundabout  Noting all debris  Close eyes with Hope’s denial Shudder to see Refuse present “How to get away?” Thinks despair  Lack of cleaning Absence repaired  Heart destined Soul’s journey too “Who cares…you?” Susans Soul…

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