I Don’t Understand

I Don’t Understand 

The sun is out and beautiful.

Still sadness invades my being.

Yesterday it rained all day long.

Yet I was saddened and lonely.

 

Even when angry I am sad

I cry when saddened.

I cry when content. 

I cry when angry

I understood it was

because of my abuse.

I was so young. 

I was so lonely.

I was so little.

I couldn’t even tie

my shoes back then.

He told me it was

all my fault…fault??

I believed him.

Susans Soul…

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