I sit alone in the early morning.
The time I spend with God.
I have prayed gratitude.
I have prayed confessions.
I have worshiped, praised Him.

Then I ruin my prayer time.
I ask God a question.
Questioning God is allowed.
It is the question “Why?”
I lack faith. I start to cry.

Who am I to question God?
Do I without faith deserve?
I have sinned faithless.
I ask God again “why?”
I hear no answer.
I ask for forgiveness.

I sit for a while waiting,
but there is no answer.
My prayer ends today.
I will try again tomorrow
in the early morning.

Susans Soul…

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